[There's a reason this message is private and that Atsushi isn't asking Avicebron to write. He just wants to kvetch.]
There's no way Dazai can afford to give any kind of a prize, he just got here a week ago. I'm at least going to have to front the cost of that, if not judge.
I don't need anything done about it, I just wanted to commiserate. Are any of your fellow writer Servants this disastrous?
Why are you beholden to helping him? You agreed to nothing. It shouldn't matter to you if he's unable to pay the prize for a contest he decided to hold.
[ That aside ... other writer Servants, huh. He's hardly in the position to talk at length about anyone's disposition, but he can say one thing for sure. ]
I don't care about your wellbeing out of obligation, Solomon.
[It's not like with Dazai, where he was desperate for anyone from home that he'll take it upon himself to look after one of his coworkers he barely talked to. He's friends with Avicebron entirely by choice.]
It pains me to think of you in discomfort when there is something I could do to ease it for you.
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But patience, patience. Reminder to self: communication is good, trying to be a better person is important. ]
You can refuse the position if you don't wish to do it.
[ Nailed it. ]
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There's no way Dazai can afford to give any kind of a prize, he just got here a week ago. I'm at least going to have to front the cost of that, if not judge.
I don't need anything done about it, I just wanted to commiserate. Are any of your fellow writer Servants this disastrous?
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[ That aside ... other writer Servants, huh. He's hardly in the position to talk at length about anyone's disposition, but he can say one thing for sure. ]
Shakespeare can be quite obnoxious.
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[More than Atsushi could really say.]
That matches up with what I've heard about him.
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I fail to see how your shared origin automatically requires you to clean up his messes.
But if you've made your decision, I wish you luck.
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Thank you.
I hope you've been well, my friend.
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I haven't been recruited into judging any contests of erotic writing, at any rate.
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Is anyone helping you with Iris? I don't want you to suffer alone.
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I'm accustomed to caring for myself. So you've no obligation to worry for my health.
[ So that's a no. ]
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[It's not like with Dazai, where he was desperate for anyone from home that he'll take it upon himself to look after one of his coworkers he barely talked to. He's friends with Avicebron entirely by choice.]
It pains me to think of you in discomfort when there is something I could do to ease it for you.
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[ But, even if it's true, that came out a bit more callous than he planned. So after a pause, there's a weary addendum. ]
I'll look to you if it grows truly unbearable.
[ Even making this concession isn't easy for him. And it's frankly 50/50 on whether he'll actually do as he says. ]
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[That's as much pushing as he can do - he can only hope Avicebron keeps to his word.]
I am grateful for your friendship.
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Neither is my company something worth feeling grateful for.
[ Especially since things are a little complicated by the ... emotions evolved. Which he still isn't comfortable properly addressing. ]
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[It works both ways, that he isn't really expecting Avicebron to love himself any more any time soon.]